Let Me Go??Or Should I Let Her Go??

What I means by Let Me Go Or Should I Let Her Go??

Let me explain to you....Let Me Go means....A person like me,giving up on a girl....Beside that just act as same as last time....Keep searching for others target to dating...But in another side....I still holding with a ray of hope on her......Actually this is the one I hate the most...Cause I keep lie-ing myself.....Waiting the miracle happen.....ZzzzZzzz...But miracle never happen once also....

I keep wondering that why I like a girl but Never have the chance to speak also....Damn it.....In the other side....All people tell me Chance is FAIR for all....What I get it is....While facing Loving Problem....Chance is Never Fair before....Once the girls/boys targeted you as ANTI-Person....She/He wont giving you any chance to have a chat,look & even a chance for you to speak out what you wan to tell.....More Worse?Then you will not having the chance to be friend also.....

Haiz....Should I let her go??But....When I was saying this....I know I was lie-ing myself again....What I talk What I do What I think....Totally difference....Never Ever same....Always come out with difference answer....Sometime I tell myself...I giving up on her....But when I saw her go out just have a chat,cycling bicycle & meeting with a guys....Or a group of friend....I will totally lost in envy.....Erm....How come.....I know I have to release her....Let her continue her pathway....But....I release her on my hand....But in my heart....I still remember her....How are she now...How she going on today??Did she take her lunch & dinner today??

All question & problem coming to me...I know the problem is myself....But I had never gut to solve it....Maybe until I search another new target then I will automatically give up on her??

Hate myself....Always cannot make a perfect decision....Cant even sober up myself.....God Bless Me.....