成长的足迹

这一次
不是任性的挣扎
想要选择离开这里
我不是野心大喜欢到处跑
我只是听从自己的心声
我只是追求自己想要的

成功在人生当中可能只是昙花一现
但是成长是一个持续的过程
我只不过想在我的成长过程中
增添一点绚丽的色彩

若是我一个人
我会学着好好照顾自己
打点好一切琐碎的事
请允许我的坚持

老爸老妈
我知道
你们的担心是合理
而不是多余的
但这一次
请认同我的想法好么 ?

在这个纷繁复杂的世界里
我想勇敢些
从依靠别人变成依靠自己

成长是—种美丽的痛
也是艰难的跋涉

爱像不爱

倾诉 宣泄 难以放手 百般依赖
沉默 忍耐 不去打扰 让你自由

第一组更像爱
但第二组才是爱
真正的爱看自来却像"不爱"
那正是因为---懂爱

Let Me Go??Or Should I Let Her Go??

What I means by Let Me Go Or Should I Let Her Go??

Let me explain to you....Let Me Go means....A person like me,giving up on a girl....Beside that just act as same as last time....Keep searching for others target to dating...But in another side....I still holding with a ray of hope on her......Actually this is the one I hate the most...Cause I keep lie-ing myself.....Waiting the miracle happen.....ZzzzZzzz...But miracle never happen once also....

I keep wondering that why I like a girl but Never have the chance to speak also....Damn it.....In the other side....All people tell me Chance is FAIR for all....What I get it is....While facing Loving Problem....Chance is Never Fair before....Once the girls/boys targeted you as ANTI-Person....She/He wont giving you any chance to have a chat,look & even a chance for you to speak out what you wan to tell.....More Worse?Then you will not having the chance to be friend also.....

Haiz....Should I let her go??But....When I was saying this....I know I was lie-ing myself again....What I talk What I do What I think....Totally difference....Never Ever same....Always come out with difference answer....Sometime I tell myself...I giving up on her....But when I saw her go out just have a chat,cycling bicycle & meeting with a guys....Or a group of friend....I will totally lost in envy.....Erm....How come.....I know I have to release her....Let her continue her pathway....But....I release her on my hand....But in my heart....I still remember her....How are she now...How she going on today??Did she take her lunch & dinner today??

All question & problem coming to me...I know the problem is myself....But I had never gut to solve it....Maybe until I search another new target then I will automatically give up on her??

Hate myself....Always cannot make a perfect decision....Cant even sober up myself.....God Bless Me.....

关系

男女之间的关系本来就很复杂
谁也不能真正的了解
我爱你
这三个字
真的可以那么容易说出来吗?
这三个字包含的意思真的太多太多了
"你爱我吗?"
这是女生常问的
她要的只是个肯定
"我当然爱你"
这是男生常答的
他有认真地答吗?
有人说过
男生和女生之间是不可能只存友谊的
真的吗?
难道相处久了真的会擦出爱的火花?
我不晓得
但万一火花只擦到一半呢?
万一只有一方察觉到火花呢?
结果..
就算一方终于表白了
却狠狠地被拒绝了
换来的只有一句话
"我们做不成情侣, 但我们还是好朋友吧?"
大家都知道这是不可能的
关系怎样都会变冷了~
但要让大家好下台
这些客套话是免不了的
这些下场大家在表白前都想过的吧?
但
缘分走了
就真的不会再回来了

Welcome To My Private Blog....

Yes....Hello to all my friend & blog follower....This is my private blog....Another new world for myself.....Cause sometimes I need to relax all my stress....But I have no place to release all my stress & my feeling.....Thats why I have to create a new blog for myself....Is really another world for myself....

Before I writing my 1st blog....I though I will sure fed up if I keep continue writing....After 88 blog I have been written....Slowly....I love to update my blog everyday....What I have going on before....What I try before....Sad & Happy....All I will upload to the blog.....If any1 of my friend haven try it....I advice you all better create a blog & daily upload the blog....Its really help you a lot....

This the 1st page for my new blog.....I hope this blog will keep as a secret as long as possible....I dun hope any1 can find it....Because this is world for me to release all my feeling & my mood.....