The One I Respect

Grandma is the only one whom I always spent time with last time....
I used to visit ah ma everyday when I was small....
However, when I gets older, the time I spent with her eventually gets lesser...
Although I came back for quite some time, I realised I only met her for 1 times in a month...Maybe lesser....
The day before yesterday, Ah Ma told Mummy and said I did not find her this few week....
She asked why and wondered what had happened....
I don't know how Mummy answered.But,Mummy came back and warned me that I'd better go and visit Ah Ma.....
So, I visited grandma at Saturday.In fact, she's really getting older...
I knew she wanted to ask me why didn't I find her, but she didn't...
She just asked what have I been doing these few weeks?? I just smiled and told her that I was busy with 'something'....But actually, I wasn't.....
I feel really guilty because I did not actually think much about her....
But on the other side, she thought of me everyday....
She was actually waiting for me to visit her everyday,every week....
But, I did not show up for the whole week....
I knew I should have met her more often as I'm not always in Ipoh, but it's too late to realise NOW as I'm studying at Kampar....

Last time, she used to advice me not to get involve in relationships....
She always asked me to study hard and no girlfriend stuffs....
But now, she wants me to get married....
LOL She skipped the 'dating' process and jumped straight to this stage....
She says she wants to attend my wedding dinner and see my little baby....
She told me which type of WIFE that I should find....
She said NO to ang mohs and YES to Chinese....
She said YES to Buddhist and NO to christian. ( I WILL ignore this. )
She said NO to the lazy's and YES to the hard working's.

LOL....I cannot believe that she's still the cute little Ah Ma that I used to have. =D
Honestly, I really want her to attend my future wedding dinner.....
I can do nothing to speed up the time and reduce her age....
I just can't do anything to meet her more often....
Time seemed to be so limited....
I don't want her to grow any older....
But what else I still can do???
I guess it's nothing....