Voices of the heart...

I've really been thinking these few days....
I begin to realise the reason I angry because of u.....
I begin to realise that this year, you and I no longer communicate like the way we used to..

Each time v start 2 communicate,we just like having a invisible wall in between us...
Looking back at my blog....I begin to miss the times we chatted and laughed together, the fun we had while we were at Genting Trips... And compared to currently, I felt that there was a big difference... Recently we lack of fun, there were no more happiness and less conversations....Just like the missions we had to complete, and I begin to feel that the distance between us getting further and further, and having these feeling really sux....

Well, to tell the truth, somehow, I'm thinking that I'm beginning to lose faith in u as a fren.....I don't know y, but I no longer could confide in u like what I used to do......Somehow, this semester, you're like a stranger to me, someone I no longer know... Maybe its just the pressure we're are facing the Degree and u are in the year 2 of Diploma.....I am no longer sure about this.. But one thing i'm sure is that the gap between us is really getting bigger and deeper.... After that event, I don even think that its possible for it to become the way it used to be....

As for my apology, honestly I was never angry at u.....I was just saddened of how a friendship could turn out to be like this.....We used to share secret, have a deep talk....Exchange information and others.....But now?? These all no longer happen....

As for u changing, I really dun think there's much of a need.. What i think is that u should just become u, the "you" that causes us to be the best friend in the first place.. However, if change is really needed 4 the greater good, I promise I will change too....

Lastly.... I write this post based on what my heart tells me to do, and i have no other intentions than to hope that this FEELING among us will be the last.....Because I'm too really tired of it.....If anything i wrote offended u, I'm really sorry.... I really hoped everything would be the way it used to be...